Indie Publishing: Learning to Trust Yourself Again

In 2018, I sold 23,093 books!

Dear Reader:

As a self-published children’s book author, I sold 23,093 books in 2018 (and more in 2019!). Other income came from “reads” on certain digital platforms and foreign rights sales. The modest income feels amazingly successful.

I stand between bits of startling statistics. The Author’s Guild 2018 Author Income Survey showed a drastic 42% decline in authors’ earnings in the last decade. A median income of only $6080 is depressing.  () 

On the other hand, in October 2018 Publisher’s Weekly reported over 1 million self-published titles in 2017. However, most titles sell fewer than 100 copies. The bright spot in the self-published world are those who have become millionaires in such wildly different fields as Joseph Alexander selling guitar lesson books and E.L. James selling erotica like 50 Shades of Grey. Some authors have translated successful self-published books into traditional deals which has taken them to even greater heights. But some still self-publish because they want to. For them, self-publishing is a known quantity, while traditional publishing is an unknown. 

It seems that writing and publishing is a “feast or famine” sort of enterprise. Self-publishing has given authors a chance, though, to become “midlist” authors, those who make a tidy sum, even though they’ll likely never break out. With a traditional publisher, the midlist author is the one who fails to sell the next book to the same publisher because the first one barely earned out its advance. Or perhaps it sold modestly well but didn’t break out so the publisher won’t take the next one. The same book for a self-publisher would likely be considered a runaway success because the author earns 40-70% of the income instead of only 10% (or less if an agent gets their share.)

A Creative Life?


Are you bored with this talk of money? Good. Because it’s not just about the money.

I decided to self-publish it was because I was at a crossroad in my creative life. I’d sold about eight books over a decade or so to traditional publishers including Harpercollins, Harcourt, Philomel/Penguin, and Arbordale. After a couple years with no sales, though, I didn’t know what to do next. Nothing was hitting.

I know what you’re thinking. You’d tell me that I wasn’t writing good books. That I wasn’t writing stories that would sell in “today’s crowded market.”

I almost fell for that emotionally crushing line.

2018 was a good year for Mims House, my publishing company which only produces books that I write. The Nantucket Sea Monster: A Fake News Story was named a 2018 National Council of Teachers of English Notable Children’s Book in Language Arts, was a Junior Library Guild selection, and was translated into Korean. Clang! Ernst Chladni’s Sound Experiments is a 2019 National Science Teachers Association Outstanding Science Trade Book. My May, 2019 release, POLLEN: Darwin’s 130-Year Prediction was also a Junior Library Guild selection, received a starred Kirkus review, was named a 2020 NSTA Outstanding Science Trade book and a Eureka! Nonfiction Honor book (California Reading Association).

Some people are taken aback that I’ve found success like this, but here’s what I know. If these books had been published by a traditional publisher (and likely, they would NOT have been accepted), they’d never have been submitted for these awards. They would’ve failed because they were never given a chance. As a midlist author, my books wouldn’t have been considered the lead books of the season. In the overall mix of titles, they’d have been lost in the crowd and not submitted for awards.

For me, deciding to self-publish was a way to avoid creative death.

Either I took my own work seriously and brought it to market, or I retired. For this writer, the traditional publishing world smothered my joy and creativity. My opinions didn’t count; my projects were beneath notice; my stories were worthless. As every writer knows, if your stories are worthless, then you are worthless. Or as Scheherazade learned, if you don’t have a story to tell, you die.

Instead, I started Mims House to fight that death sentence for my creative life. Writing that sounds melodramatic. And yet, I assure you that it felt that drastic. I worked hard the first couple years because I knew I was fighting for my creative life. I still fight vigorously for my creative life.

It’s taken me five years to get to a position of modest income, and that’s one of the most discouraging things about self-publishing. Like any other start-up business, you must toil in the beginning to get attention for your books. Most businesses in the U.S. fail in the first three years. To succeed, you need to find ways to sell books early and to build upon early successes. I was lucky enough to self-publish a timely education book that funded some of my early work.

You Live or Die by Your Opinion

In the last five years, I’ve learned to respect my own opinion again. A wise editor once told me that in this uncertain business, you live or die by your opinion. Certainly, I’ve had books that sell poorly. But I’ve also published books that I love which have found readers, who tell others about the stories, and the readership grows. Every day is challenging and fun as I problem-solve the question of how to write, edit, publish and market a great book.

The answers to various publishing questions are as different as the process of working with a great illustrator on a project. First, I browse through myriads of portfolios to find something that fits my vision for a story. I must put together a brief that explains the project and expectations and negotiate a price that fits my budget. Then, I have to figure out how to write a reasonable contract, send it to the illustrator, and get it signed. Directing the project means setting deadlines, giving feedback on sketches and first images, and then taking delivery of final art. That leads to layout and design of the actual book and production of the files needed to send to the printer. It’s a blend of technical, financial, legal, and creative answers.

Self-publishing has actually expanded my creativity in ways I never expected. I now start with an idea, produce a finished book, and then make sure it finds its readers. The whole process is fascinating and absorbing. Self-publishing is a happy place for me because I’ve never been so creative.

This blog will look at the various areas of self-publishing in hopes that it makes your life easier. It’s the resource I wish I’d had ten years ago.